Britain’s Got Talent has finished now. It cheered me up and now I feel low again. I hate dementia and Schizophrenia right now (I’m allowing myself to, just for today) - they seem to have ruined everything for mum. My poor mum (and dad) So much yet to do about mums future care and I have to be an adult and help sort it all out. Wish my three brothers did more the past couple of years. At least they visit mum in hospital at this time. I want to be a child again. This time right now is my worst nightmare I have dreaded happening for real for the past fifteen years. Using mindfulness and eating ice cream and tonnes of food is not working today. I am sure tomorrow will be a better day. Get good days and bad days, but mainly I am keeping very strong and living my life (which I find pretty amazing). xxx
And there was me saying I didn’t want to share my pain on-line; only inspiration! LOL that didn’t last long! Mind you this is a first, so I will forgive myself. I will get through this. I got through my own mental health issues, so maybe this won’t be any harder! Mmmmm, not sure. 🙂
Have you or anyone you know had a parent with Schizophrenia or Dementia or both?




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